all these fellings..

ok thers soo many things goin thru my head rite now and i just gotta let it out ok theres this boy and i realy think that i have fallened in love with him.. ive never felt this way before about any1 exsept my mom and dad of cours i asked my freinds what htey think i should do and they said im wierd so i went home and played xbox

ok the prblem is that he lives in astralia and i live in new york so that is dozens of miles away i dont know waht to do i think i am truely in love...... how do i deal with this emotions my life is carshing down around me

pls helped me to make a disision about what to do??